2am Video (MV)

I wrote my own name in my death note
Waited 40 seconds for some false hope
I just want to end it cause I can't cope
Please don't try to save me cause you won't
This pain in my chest I've held for so long
No ones gonna miss me when I'm gone

I'm fighting with my demons at 2am
I think I might just give up and let them in
Don't feel sorry for me
I'm counting the days til I lay in my grave

Nothings gonna change the way that I feel
Been swallowing pills, better increase the mils
Cause I wanna numb the way that I feel
But this hurt in me, it will never heal

I wanna kill all the pain that's inside
I'm so exhausted from living a lie
Don't try to save me, I just want to die
Alone in my grave is where I will reside

I'm fighting with my demons at 2am
I think I might just give up and let them in
Don't feel sorry for me
I'm counting the days til I lay in my grave

Why can I never sleep?
I think myself sick with my anxieties
They say my death's a priority
To fill the void inside of me

Hollow body
Anxieties
Always get the
Best of me
Waiting for that
Endless sleep
No ones
Gonna miss me

No ones gonna miss me
No ones gonna miss me

I'm fighting with my demons at 2am
I think I might just give up and let them in
Don't feel sorry for me
I'm counting the days til I lay in my grave

I know this is not what you I want to hear
I can't make these thoughts just disappear
Don't feel sorry for me
I'll lay in my grave til I dissipate

No ones gonna miss me
No ones gonna miss me