Oh I
I've been smoking
Lighting up and running off into the deep end
Though I can't swim
And it's dark here
It's the only place I have to hide from my fears
I'm not even, even breathing
Hold it in hoping one day this will get easy
Inner demons
Try to eat me
From the inside out till I am left with nothing
But I can take it
(I can, I can)
Yeah I'll just fake it
(I will, watch me)
If I keep on smiling
Think I might just make it
So that's okay
I can deal with this
Lets not talk it out
Let's just live it out
Day by day always been the motto
Let's not change it up
Let's just slow it down
Cause days turn to weeks
And weeks turn to months
Months turn to fall
You slept through it all
Gets colder than ever
Then springs into summer
Another year older
Yet never felt younger and dumber
I turned another number
But that don't mean I'm stronger
I'm barely holding on
Can't wait much longer
Is this what it is to be grown
Cause if it is I don't wanna get old
Peter Pan take me out my window
Time will fly, gotta spread my wings too
Since time will fly
Then so will I
I'll soar through the sky
The speed of light
Gotta get it, gotta go
Peter Pan
Neverland
Jumping out the window
Gotta get it, gotta go
Cause I'm a Lost Girl
And it's a big world
And I ain't got no guidance
At 4, I lost my mama
My sister died at 23
She seemed much older at 13
But that was years ago
So I've been here alone
And I don't have a home
I write these feelings into song
So I can let them go
And the only way I know
Is to do it on my own
But I can't do this on my own
No more
But I'll still
Keep it copacetic
Keep it copacetic
Love will heal you only if you let it
Take control, you won't regret it
Keep it copacetic
Keep it copacetic
Keep it copacetic
Keep it copacetic
The days turn to weeks
The weeks turn to months
Months turn to fall
You slept through it all
Gets colder than ever
Then springs into summer
Another year older
Another year
Another year
Since time will fly, so will I
I'll soar through the sky
The speed of light
Gotta get it, gotta go (At the speed of light)
Peter Pan (Till I see the light)
Neverland
Jumping out the window
Gotta get it, gotta go (At the speed of light till I see the light)
Time will fly
Time will fly
Time will fly
And so will I
Time will fly (At the speed of light)
Time will fly (Till I see the light)
Time will fly
And so will I
And so will I