So much to look forward to
Much to look back on
Dust myself off again
Lots of things to learn from
Creaks and sighs to know you've arrived
To know you're deprived
To know you've survived
For a world cup cycle there were times where we were beaming
And now I'm crying for help while you're kicking and screaming
The pillow is colder now
I want to sleep til it doesn't hurt
I'm not a safe pair of hands
To fall in when yours won't work
And if I died tonight
Who would be canonised?
Would they give you a wide berth?
Let my bones melt into the dirt