LOWLIGHT - 18 Lyrics

I still feel
Like I can't believe it was real
I still can't believe we untied it
I don't mean
To act all surprised that we're clean
I just can't believe that we tried it
I don't see your face when you start to cry
You just turn away and start choking
Yeah, I'm alright
I'm eighteen
And I can't believe you chose me
I changed all the pictures for all my screens
I felt an urgency
I took it personally
I woke up every night
Couldn't eat, couldn't sleep
Weeks in bed
I had a heart attack
You never don't text back
So you're still out with Matt
What time is it there anyway
The seatbelt sign comes on
We could take turns this year
Please can we talk about it
I still feel
Like I can't believe it was real
Like I had to lose it to find it
Yeah, the real deal
Gets increasingly surreal
Cuz I'm over it now
But sometimes in my head, I rewind it
Redefine it