Like a carpet in the rain
Feeling comfortable in vain
I just stare at the backside
Of my cold eyelids at night
The desire never sleeps
Through my weary mind it creeps
I haven't found a way to find a way to live
I haven't found a way to finally forgive
I can't feel it anyway
Maybe I was never meant to be okay
Like a faded coffee stain
On the carpet in the rain
I've been trying from the start
Trying not to try to hard
Come along my only friend
There is so much to pretend
I haven't found a way to find a way to live
I haven't found a way to finally forgive
I can't feel it anyway
Maybe I was never meant to be okay
Holiday on the pavement
Fell in love with a vagrant
Chained me to a pillar
I was raging like a monkey
Got the instincts of a killer
But the senses of a junkie
I haven't found a way to find a way to live
I haven't found a way to finally forgive
I can't feel it anyway
Maybe I was never meant to be okay