Have Mercy Video (MV)

Dear lord
Have Mercy
I don't think that, it's ever early
My tears, I've been hurting
Can't hold the hammer cause I ain't worthy
Fine now, feel greater
Then I start sinning like a week later
Hypocrite, call me hater
But even then, I send my prayers
Dear lord
Please save us
I'm just asking for one favor
Live now, die later
I don't end up as a failure
For my road, I'm the paver
Time feels like speed racer
I know you the only savior
So this my one and only prayer
Man listen
I just wanna say
That my days
Haven't really been going great
No I'm not tryna place blame
But shit at this rate
I'm just gon' keep it straight
I'm just tryna make a living
Wanna have a bigger ceiling
Life is lucid, I'm just dreaming
None can stop me and my scheming
Sleeping silent
Dreaming violent
Need reviving
Speedy driving
Thinking what if I crash
Would I sit there and just die fast
What kind of life would my mind flash
How many days would have gone past
Before I'm forgotten just like that
Seems like thanos had a quick snap
And I just vanished from the time lapse
Yes, I have f*cked up
Let me get a brush
Let me paint a picture
With my dripping blood
Call me young Picasso
Cause I'm making art
I start getting bravo
Pouring out my heart
You already know
What I've been thinking
So just let me flow
In these waters I'm sinking
Don't let me go
Cause I'm barely reaching
I wanna be sky high
But I cannot fly high
Decisions, for you, have been changed
Definitive damaged is made
Maybe my vision has changed
Maybe, just maybe, my mind has been crazed
So much collision has shaped
The way i express my new ways
The way i wait for new days
The way i weigh what you say
The way i plan my new plays
Collateral for Alex
Whatever i say
Compatible connection
Wherever i stay
Desirable possession
Whenever i dream
Despicable temptations
Whenever i scheme
I've been studying, but I ain't doing well
Tried the loving, it's a living hell
Don't know why I can't get it right
Now I'm just running out of time
Running out of time
(Running out of time)
Feeling no reprise
(Feeling no reprise)
I've been really scared to show you my music but now I thinking it's time that I try
Think it's time to shine light
I'm too tired to think twice
Ain't no more second guessing
I'm ready to get all my blessings
Or learn all my lessons
I'm praying, saying
Dear lord
Have Mercy
I don't think that, it's ever early
My tears, I've been hurting
Can't hold the hammer cause I ain't worthy
Fine now, feel greater
Then I start sinning like a week later
Hypocrite, call me hater
But even then, I send my prayers
Dear lord
Please save us
I'm just asking for one favor
Live now, die later
I don't end up as a failure
For my road, I'm the paver
Time feels like speed racer
I know you the only savior
So this my one and only prayer