Lucid Lee - Trust Less Lyrics

Life has yet to be smooth for me
Tell lies to the youth for me
That I was always happy and never lost my mojo
Cause I feel like I should've never left my dojo
I was meditating when you had me on that yoyo
I never thought love could bring me so low low
Had so many dreams of my future
But by the end of 21 it felt so far away
Slowly realized I should've stayed sooner
And never put it on layaway
Cause I was made for this music
I feel like I've lived 1,000 lifetimes
And writing is just so therapeutic
I hope I can be 1,000 people's lifelines
Cause I know they was never mine
A$AP taught me to sit back and chill
Pop no pills but on my tab add some wine
Cause this feel like more than a thrill
Love is a drug that feel unreal
Hit you harder than the winter
Unsure of how to really feel
In the end in your eyes I'm a sinner
I thought it was the universe telling me that
I would never be a winner in this life
But then I lost Cupid
Feeling more Lucid
I could finally turn for the better
Stopped giving too much power to my thoughts
Stopped dreaming of you on my dresser
So I could connect the dots better
I really don't trust you, broken promises
Rising to the top I promise this
You wanna be friends you ain't getting it
Wanna stress me but I'm not fretting it
Truth be told your vibe I mighta dreaded it
Wish I coulda resettled or resetted it
I reckon our love you loved to wreck
Couldn't blame me for my lust
Supa Suite Life we was always on deck
There was no need to fuss
But that turned into a bust
This music for me a must
So if that's why you lost trust
Then that's why you lost us
So if you still got that issue
Prepare your next tissue
An' wait for my next issue
About how I don't miss you