secret Video (MV)

I left my car keys on the dresser, by your clothes
I watched the flame die out, the candle fills with smoke
I scroll through memories, as they pass up on my phone
I want to leave, but I feel held back by your love (your love)
I'm in the city, but I feel away from home (I feel away)
Somehow your presence, makes me feel like I'm alone
I fill my cup and drive round downtown, on my own
I want to leave, but I feel held back by your love
(love)
Top down just to make me feel sane
Too much alcohol in my veins
Feel so numb from all of the pain
Cut off ties and changed up my name
Now I'm all in my head again
Tryna sober up and pretend
Maybe we'd be better as friends
(better as friends)
Recollect my thoughts as I stare
Bright lights shine and dampen the air
Sound is static, wind on my hair
Lately, I been so self aware
Hold me back I'm all in my head
Was it anything that I said
Maybe we can call it an end
(call it an end)
2AM and I'm coolin' with her
Sobered up from all of the love, and all that I took
Now I'm moving into
Lock that in, make a move, and kiss her
Left the club I ain't sure I miss you
You made me realize, that other shit was lies
So I cropped you out the picture
(out the picture)
Frame me once, now I'm spilling business
With this shawty outside the club
And I know that you ain't want her to hear this
But I feel out of touch and I'm out of love
And I know that you can't keep it a secret
Said you can't keep it a secret
No more
No more
No more
I left my cards all on the table, laid it out
You kept them close, so now I'm drowning in the doubt (drowning in the doubt)
I took the risk and now I know what your about
I left the city and moved back to my hometown
(my hometown)
Wish it never went took this turn
Sat back and I watched it all burn
Struggled to go put myself first
Now I made a change for my worth
Sick of feeling all of that hurt
Never knew I'd feel any worse
So I vented up on this verse
Yeah, Ay (up on this verse)
All them photos, that I done had
Blocked out all the things in the past
Stopped myself, don't want to relapse
Tripping, crazy, stupid, go mad
This point, all I can do is laugh
Made mistakes, I know I did that
Self worth came to call me right back
(call me back)
2AM and I'm coolin' with her (coolin' with her)
Sobered up from all of the love, and all that I took
Now I'm moving into
Lock that in, make a move, and kiss her
Left the club I ain't sure I miss you
You made me realize, that other shit was lies
So I cropped you out the picture
(cropped you out the picture)
Frame me once, now I'm spilling business
With this shawty outside the club
And I know that you ain't want her to hear this (want her to hear this)
But I feel out of touch and I'm out of love
And I know that you can't keep it a secret
Know you can't keep it a secret
(secret, secret, secret)