Lucy Blue - Forever (Is a Long Time) Lyrics

What the hell is wrong with me?
Feels like I don't feel what most should feel
And I hate it, looks like you're having so much fun
Don't even think my legs could carry me, if I tried to run
And I've got plenty of scars I'm trying to not let this be one
But I think it won
You know my body, it feels numb

I just wanna come over and plan our next life
And I wanna cry on your shoulders, but you hate to see me cry
She said I never wanna be sober, but I'm trying, I'm really trying
Cause you know I wanna live forever, but forever's a real long time

And lately, feels like I am floating on thin air
And every time we talk it's like I'm not really there
You say, I've been so distant these days
Misjudged the length of this hallway
I got stuck in my own daze
Friends they call it a phase
I sure hope that it is
I couldn't tell you what day it is
Say it's all good, nothing is
When will the good times reappear
You wanna disappear

She said, I just wanna come over and plan our next life
And I wanna cry on your shoulders, but you hate to see me cry
She said I never wanna be sober, but I'm trying I'm really trying
Cause you know I wanna live forever, but forever's a real long time

People they get tired

I just wanna come over and plan our next life
And I'd love to cry on your shoulders, you can't stand to see me cry
She said I never wanna get older, but I can't slow down time
We won't live forever, but forever's a real long time