Hourglass Video (MV)

Momma always said that it could be worse
Plus you can tell that you're alive when it hurts
I never knew this pain would be a quench for my thirst
But high tides will always leave you in dirt
I'm tryna break off these curses
But genetics leave me feelin pathetic
Life will drive you to the hearse if you let it
Like roll credits
So I'm rollin up on sumn keep the peace I'm no menace
My tendencies are generally accepted

I stare at an hourglass and try to do math
I count the hours that pass while I done sat on my ass
I need a new spot, a new car, a new place, to feel new
You tellin me its great but honestly I don't feel you
But I
Still think I can
Fit a drink in my hand
Tuck my mind away and go live while I can stand
I am
A little closer than I think that I am
I used to stare at coffins wonder how we fit inside these boxes
It's all nonsense
Like stop talkin
Sometimes it's some memories that are better left forgotten
But if it's nothing to you, than it's nothing to us
I turned my heart right into metal and started buildin up rust
So imma shake of the dust again
Walk before I run again
Money like gymnastics its tumblin
Nah it's fine
I'm really grateful for the journey
Made it here to 22, I hope I see 30