I've found scrolling on my phone
Leaves me feeling quite alone
So I find a man to take me home
And from the outside he seems nice
Maybe someone I could like
But I always turn out to be wrong
See your eyes are somewhere else
Leaving marks all on my pelt
I'm engaging in some self harm sex
And it's left me feeling quite upset
Ahhhh
I've been practicing my moans
Watching movies on my phone
Wanting to deserve what I've been thrown
But something never seems to work
He gets off and I get hurt
What a waste of time for my self-worth
Skin is dappled in the morn
Heart is aching, so folorn
I'm engaging in some self harm sex
And I'm forced to wonder what is next
Ahhh
Oh, I never meant to call you out
But I thought that you should hear this from me
Now
I'm engaging in some self harm sex
And it's left me feeling quite upset
Ahhhh