Lucy's Lucid Dream - You only have yourself. . . Lyrics

I'm stuck in my feelings and I'm lost in my dreams
Each heartbreak I endure's in search of what we were
Every tear that I cry's a reminder of times
When we used to laugh and hate our goodbyes
Now I'm alone in the dark in my room
With no way to tell you how much I miss you
So I wrote this song
Hoping one day you'd cry along

I deserve the sadness that I have sowed
That's the one thing I know from this life of woe
Every tear that I shed's a reminder of ways that
I ruined our lives when I threw you away
You begged me to stay but my choice had been made
So I left you alone in the bed that I made for you
What did I do
To deserve you

But we'll always have San Francisco
I can't believe that I ever let you go
I found an old playlist that you had made
About the heartbreak that I had gave
I cried along and I felt your pain
And now I listen to it every day
It's like I'm there with you crying along
"You only have yourself. . ." you're right my love