Why'd you leave
I just gotta know
Guess it was your time
Was it too fast or was it too slow
Idk
But it makes me kinda wonder
Did I do something bad
Did you find another
Really though we would last a while
Two of us against the big scary world of sorrow
Now you got new initials on your Insta profile
Please don't hit me with the big bright beautiful smile
I want you to know
Every word ya I meant it
Every love you
Every second
Ya you know that I meant it
And I know you had to go
Wish it hadn't been so soon
Thought you were happy but I guess you weren't true
Now IDK what I feel or what I should do
Do I still love you
Idk if it's true
The thought of you still gives me the chills
The only thing I know to be completely true is
I feel so lonely in this life
Like a man without his wife
Like a nobody without a purpose
Barely keeping my head above the surface
Now I've found someone who I can vibe with
But like always life gets in the way
Might leave tomorrow or on January fifth
Don't want to end it with the taillights in the driveway
A world only colored with grey
Don't want to make her hurt
But I don't see a way I can avert
Not looking for something too cliche
Looking for something real and meaningful that's my way
Pass in the hallway
And we greet each other nicely
And in that moment I'm floating just to put it lightly
But in the end, I'll just be called away
I know I'll be back someday
I feel so lonely in this life
Like a man without his wife
Like a nobody without a purpose
Barely keeping my head above the surface
Music pulled me out a depression
All of the stressing
Double guessing
Hung up on a girl who didn't see all my expression
Sanity began to question
An obsession but without positive progression
Ya my heart and brain
They want two different things
Why do I always hope it's you
When the phone rings
Feeling lost
Not sure where I'm going from here
Running from my past
Nothing but fear
What do I want
Sure seems logical
Wish I could answer
Sadly it's rhetorical
Waiting for the right one
To come along to
Fix the wrongs I've done
So that we both aren't alone
I feel so lonely in this life
Like a man without his wife
Like a nobody without a purpose
Barely keeping my head above the surface