Luke Comeau - Pencil Lyrics

I'm so sad that you're gone, I don't wanna write this song
It's been hard since you left me all alone inside my thoughts
Should I drown inside these walls that are covered in your sin?
I guess I'm scared of growing up, I've now become a man
I don't know who I am, or the person I've become
I'm much more vulnerable now that I've opened up my heart
I know one day I'll see you, but for now I guess I'll not
I gotta learn to cope with things I can't control huh?
It's been long brother, but now I gotta move on
This pencil's getting dull, and I can't write about you no more
My heart is broken, but you broke it
And I'm frozen, standing where we used to talk
I see that you're a ghost all around, and it's gotta stop
They say it's good to vent and get out all your feelings
But I know a song won't do me any good
I'm depressed and I'm stressed, all these feelings flood at once
I undress and redress, thinking this is not the one
Should I change everything that I seem to have become?
I thought it was a good change, now I see it's really not
I'm gaining lots of weight, and I don't know how to stop
I keep pouring up more drinks, trying to untie all these knots
This is a game that I played, and I got myself all locked
Up into the world in which I promised I would not
It's been long brother, but now I gotta move on
This pencil's getting dull, and I can't write about you no more
My heart is broken, but you broke it
And I'm frozen, standing where we used to talk
I see that you're a ghost all around, and it's gotta stop
They say it's good to vent and get out all your feelings
But I know a song won't do me any good