You've been preparing for death
You've been holding your breath until it happens
But you start over again
Been thinking about it nearly everyday
It's an obsession
But you're too scared
Still you wonder what it's like
Sleepless nights
You ain't been eating right
But you don't want to ask for help
You're a burden to others
You're pain is a joke
So you cry at night so no one finds out
But really they wouldn't care
Over and over
Like a rollercoaster of nightmares
And it's unfair
It's all your fault you really set me up for failure
But you don't give a f*ck
You should be ashamed of yourself
Is what they'll tell you
But come out of hiding and try to get help
For us to judge you
You're messed up inside
We'd be better off if you died
But we love you
We'll laugh at your face and call you a disgrace
But if you need us
We're just one call away
We'll pump you up full of drugs
But not the fun kind
We'll rip you open
And tear out your insides
We'll tell you whether or not you're okay
You better listen
With so many charities and money to gain
It's a competition
But you'll be okay
But you'll be okay
(I love you)
Still you wonder what it's like
Sleepless nights
You ain't been eating right
But you don't want to ask for help
You're a burden to others
You're pain is a joke
So you cry at night so no one finds out
But really they wouldn't care
But you still you wonder what it's like
Sleepless nights
You ain't been eating right
But you don't want to ask for help
You're a burden to others
You're pain is a joke
So you cry at night so no one finds out
But really they wouldn't care