Tear my guts out
Smear from ceiling to floor
To have something meaningful written on the walls
I don't care anymore
Hate myself absolutely
Self degraded and waiting to die is a bore
Something stupid
I wanted to say
Going to write it all down
Just to throw it away
Don't want to wake up tomorrow
To face another day
I'm just a burden to you
So let sleep carry me away
Maybe I'll matter
Maybe one day
But see maybe's not good enough
With my baby away
I'll say that I'll visit
But really I'm scared
My confidence leaving me
With every stare
Aches in my back
And pains in my hands
The image standing before you is a broken man
But it doesn't even matter
'Cause I've got no sex life
The only commitments I have are
Cigarettes and suicide
I just can't admit that I love you
You're the only reason for me to pull through