Crying in the Shower Video (MV)

Maybe someday I'll be strong enough
To handle all the shit in my brain
Maybe someday I'll have self-love
But now's not the time or day
I just pick myself up and then I drag myself down
I heal from it all, and then I watch myself drown
I don't know what I'm feeling, so I don't know what to say
And I know I'm quite exhausting, so your silence is okay
If I lay here to cry, don't leave me here to die
Just lie to me and tell me that I'm gonna be fine
And I'd never hurt myself, but sometimes I wanna die
So just hold me while I'm crying
Crying in the shower, crying in the shower
Maybe someday all these parasites in my bones won't be stowaways
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
I've been patiently awaiting their departure
Wondering when I'll get time to myself
So I can be myself
If I lay down, don't let me drown
I'm begging you
If I lay here to cry, don't leave me here to die
Just lie to me and tell me that I'm gonna be fine
And I'd never hurt myself, but sometimes I wanna die
So just hold me while I'm crying
Crying in the shower, crying in the shower
If I tell you I'm good, that's not really sincere
Don't ask me how I'm doing, I'm not trying to be rude
Just hold me while I'm crying in the shower
Crying in the shower
Crying in the shower, crying in the shower
Crying in the shower, crying in the shower
Crying in the shower, crying in the shower, no
Crying in the shower, crying in the shower
If I lay down, don't let me drown