Forgot that I was high, started looking down
Forgotten how to fly so I hit the ground
Forgotten how to land so I improvised
Head first, headstart, I forgot to die
Pick myself up, dust the dirt off
I wonder why my friends always so lost
I wish that I had time to be in their lives
Deception in disguise
It's a horrible feeling
To be this useless
With this hole in my chest
You could shoot right through it
Forgot that I was calm, tryna recollect
Forgot that I was gone, tryna channel in
If you can hear my voice won't you say so
Forgot that we had spoke
I don't know what I'm doing anymore
I stay home, I like being on the floor
Looking up, I imagine what it feels like
To be loved
I don't know what I'm doing anymore
I stay home, I like being on the floor
Looking up, I imagine what it feels like
To be loved
Forgot that I was loved, so I'm sorry for
Acting like I wasn't cause I wanted more
Let the World around fill me up with hate
Forgot that I was great
Sorry for the time that I let you down
Forgot that I was strong, started spinning out
Losing all control of my life now
I wonder why you're proud
I don't know what I'm doing anymore
I stay home, I like being on the floor
Looking up, I imagine what it feels like
To be loved
I don't know what I'm doing anymore
I stay home, I like being on the floor
Looking up, I imagine what it feels like
To be loved