I cannot look around the mirror
Pretend that this shit never happened again
I look at your phone sending hearts to some guys
And then saying that you're really friends
I cannot look back even though it's easy
I don't wanna confront these demons your demons
Yeah these demons in my head they won't leave until I'm dead
One eye open when in bed all I see is f*cking red
Yeah you scared me and the new paint won't stick
And you harmed me but I don't need medkit
Like a fire when it rains it's not lit
Like a fire when it rains it's not lit
You say I'm a child but I'm bigger
I've been drowning myself in the liquor
I've been doing better got you triggered
Now you act like a fool got you figured out
I cannot look around the mirror
Pretend that this shit never happened again
I look at your phone sending hearts to some guys
And then saying that you're really friends
I cannot look back even though it's easy
I don't wanna confront these demons your demons
You blame it on me even though it aint happen
You shame it on me like this shit is your habit
Now I'm doing wrong and you just start to camming
My mind goes insane I might just start blaming
We start blaming my mind black like I cannot manage
My heart damaged I need passage can someone just help me escape this?
Can can someone help when I'm so done with you
I'm so done with you and i
I cannot look around the mirror
Pretend that this shit never happened again
I look at your phone sending hearts to some guys
And then saying that you're really friends
I cannot look back even though it's easy
I don't wanna confront these demons your demons