Lunchbox Rachel - Loaded & Lonely Lyrics

A soft glow
Comes from my phone
Curious
Who it's from

But I know
It's in my mind
Because it's past
Your bedtime

Now I'm
Loaded and lonely
Lovestruck for you
But you're not for me

And I've been concentrating
On my confidence
'Cause I'm an incidental
Optimist who craves
To fixate

A soft rain
Sends the day
Run your hands
Down my spine

Sunrise
Greets my eyes
Turn over to find
A vacant bedside

Now I'm
Loaded and lonely
Lovestruck for you
But you're not for me

So I've been concentrating
On my confidence
'Cause I'm an incidental
Optimist who craves

I'm aggressive, yet agonized
Anxious, so I apologize
Bashful and full of bliss
When I'm in your presence

Bitter and belligerent
Bored because I'm so cautious
Grieving and guilty
Happy for you, but not for me

Hysterical like an idiot
You can't rewind our innocence
Miserable and negative
Paranoid yet persistent
Persistent
Persistent
Persistent

Now I'm
Loaded and lonely
Lovestruck for you
But you're not for me

So I've been concentrating
On my confidence
'Cause I'm an incidental
Optimist who craves