The other side of 25 is not how I imagined it to be
More alone and scared than back when I was 17
So forgive me if I silently retreat
The closer I get I swear the further I keep drifting away
See the waves are the only place I know that are safe
Just waiting for the wind to clear a way for me
Tried to find a way to word this up as if we were falling out of touch
Tell me have you seen my signals burning in the sky
I thought it were rather polite of you leaving in 180 view
Can you see the years that are weighing bags under my eyes?
When the turbulence comes I don't feel so afraid anymore
When the truth comes out I don't feel so ashamed anymore
When I say my prayers I don't even feel safe anymore
And when I pull her in I don't feel so alive anymore