Luo'xia Moji - Growth Lyrics

Inner me is telling me to go away
I just need some time in with my old ways
Happier and Healthier in all ways
But life goes on there ain't no replays
A relay racing to the freeway
Tryna get a better mind, hoping that I retake
Tests that make me sit down and think of what I became
Demons all around me and my spirit slowly degrades
Sinning has been pleasuring like 4Play
Stimulates my body like that weed aye
But no this ain't the way I should be living
Cause karma is a bitch and its gone sink in
Slowly and it haunts me
Waiting for success to kick in heavy then it f*cks me
Drinking all my energy I'm watching as it chugs me
Till It forces me to make deposits like that monthly
But a nigga learning now
I'm young and dumb but a nigga getting older wow
I'm getting wiser learning how to take the proper route
And with no father here to teach me how to dumb it down
So here I'm rising with more knowledge
Looking like a sergeant as i'm teaching all my youngins
How to play they part
And keep your word and keep your promise
And keep your woman healthy never ever make her vomit
Do just what you promised