luv2messy - i hope you're ok (mortified) Lyrics

Playing with fire, I'm playing with it
Burning a bridge just hand me the match

Playing with fire, I'm burning a bridge
Starving myself when there's food in the fridge
Rip my heart out my chest, now there's nothing to give
I'm killing myself cause I'm too scared to live
Close the blinds, lock the door
Death is what you're waiting for
You're only in 8th grade but you wanna blow out your f*ckin' brains
Sick of the torment, you're f*ckin' mortified
And everyday I think about how grandpa died
Why'd they take you from this world?
Why'd they take you from this world?
Staring out my f*ckin' window, I just watch the cars pass by
I can see your spirit fly
Leaving flowers by your grave
I'm sorry if I wasn't brave
Traumatized, why are people this way?
Hope you're okay