LuvSik - Dawn 'Til Dusk Lyrics

I'm so sorry
For every single time i said a lie
I'm so sorry
For even contemplating suicide
I'm so sorry
That I didn't pay you more attention
I'm so sorry
Yeah for not turning out like them
I'm so sorry
For always swearing and talking back
I'm so sorry
For ever purchasing my first sack
I'm so sorry
And it's not just because you caught me
I'm so sorry
Sorry cause the family thought they lost me

Walking through the neighborhood
I'm hardly feeling safe
But there's no other escape
Nope there's no other way
Painting every wall I touch
With this dirty brush
It's such a big rush
And oh i love it so much
Upon arriving at school
I say what's up to my crew
And everything seems alright
But i only act like its cool
Disguising the real guy
Guess I'm hiding my true person
Cause on the inside
I'm trying crying dying to be perfect
Working towards a brighter tomorrow
In the simple world that i know
Busting mad tags
And scratching vinyl
My home isn't sweet though
Like a poem that's off beat
A friend you can't keep
A stain that won't clean
From these sheets of time
In a journal that's mine
And no I can't let you read it
Cause it only exists in my mind
Like these rhymes and all them friends
I used to have, you remember that

And i'm so sorry
That i went to sleep and fell behind
I'm so sorry
For every accusation i denied
I'm so sorry
I never meant to go and make you mad
I'm so sorry
For all the f*cked up moments that we had
I'm so sorry
For always staying locked in my room
I'm so sorry
For every alibi that wasn't true
I'm so sorry
For folding on the game that we were dealt
I'm so sorry
I could'a should've showed you how i felt

Been feeling kinda funny lately
Waiting drives me crazy
Probably jump in front of trains
If it wasn't for me blazing
As often as I do
Like when they color me blue
L'm your guitarist ma
Singing to you out of tune
Listen to your middle child
Trying making you proud
I painted my self portrait
But you hung it upside down
So now, I'm gonna do my thing
And ya'll can do yours
No longer snoop through my jurors
Or hand me out chores
Forgive me father
For I no longer feel honored
Forget your throne
And you demand too much power
Our love is long gone
Yet, I haven't moved on
And you probably wont even hear this
But I wrote you a new song
From dawn to dusk
I yawn and fuss
Reminiscing on how beautiful
Life really was
Damn remember all the fun we used to have
I miss that

And I'm so sorry
For every holiday I ran away
I'm so sorry
Yeah bro I know I should have stayed
I'm so sorry
Obviously I resent all I said
I'm so sorry
For wishing you were all dead
I'm so sorry
I crossed far too many lines
I'm so sorry
Multiplied by two thousand and nine
I'm so sorry
So please don't blame yourself
I'm so sorry
Sorry and I thank you for your help

There are no words to express the stress
That compounds the house
Within a matter of minutes
We all scatter out
Of each others way
Its like there's nothing to say
Only there is
Just no ones tough enough to take the stage
So here I am
The man showing no fear for the fam
Apologizing to your faces
I only hope you understand
Why I acted how I did
I didn't mean to be inconsiderate
And if you feel disrespected
You can pin it on this little kid
Expecting nothing less
Than the unexpected
When the world is accustomed
To making life hectic
I mic check it
Until you can see my soul
The one that sits behind my eyes
The one i haven't sold
So i'm sorry mama
That yr son is growing' old
Sorry for being that stranger
That you've never known