I been slowing dancing these thoughts for too long
A list so big, it wouldn't fit the f*cking song
I've been eaten alive by these f*cking cockroaches
I'm only tryna get this into focus,
The mind is a dangerous place to go and wander
Few can survive when they ponder it so somber
Many snakes in the grass, so many clowns it's a circus
Soon it takes a toll, messing up with your circuits
I'm not out of control, I'm just not in they control
Been stuck 'hind a wall you forget to find a hole
Cause they don't like nobody who don't fit in a box
And I got a couple limbs out, they gon' turn away, they don't talk
Always been an outcast, no surprises
They always breaking your path when you try to climb it
Tell me why the odds ain't never in my favor
Tryna find myself in this world, I'm still a stranger
Monsters 'hind the bed, but it's all in the mind
Couple hours seem like a century ago
Running round in circles, I done run outta time
Thoughts of OD on the side got me low
Couple hours seem like a century ago
Couple hours seem like a century ago
If you at a low, shawty, yeah you already know
I had thoughts on OD on the side, got me low