Escape Video (MV)

I feel it in in my soul, I'm going out of control
My biggest fear is to lose, the only person I Know
I think I'm losing my mind, I think I'm losing me, Woah
Need a blunt and some liquor, might pop a Bean just to roll
I feel it in in my soul, I'm going out of control
My biggest fear is to lose, the only person I Know
I think I'm losing my mind, I think I'm losing me, Woah
Need a blunt and some liquor, might pop a Bean just to roll

This liquor numbing my pain, these drugs is Calming my brain
Sometimes I feel all alone, that feeling drive Me insane
My family thinking I'm crazy, they think they Losing they baby
I just think that they don't know me, another Fear of mine maybe
I gave my all to the wrong one, now I can't give A little to no one
If you ask how I feel then I might run,
Tell me f*ck something up, imma get it done
F*cked it up with my girl, my job, my pops, my Dog, my daughter, her mom, I lost them all
I was way too high, didn't think of the fall
Had'em all, in my hands, then I dropped, the ball
Sometimes, I wish that life was a game,
So I can press reset, no matter how long I played
I could change the things I did, no matter time Or the day
But I did it, can't forget it, so I can't run away

I feel it in in my soul, I'm going out of control
My biggest fear is to lose, the only person I Know
I think I'm losing my mind, I think I'm losing me, Woah
Need a blunt and some liquor, might pop a Bean just to roll
I feel it in in my soul, I'm going out of control
My biggest fear is to lose, the only person I Know
I think I'm losing my mind, I think I'm losing me, Woah
Need a blunt and some liquor, might pop a Bean just to roll

And I can't escape
All the ways, that I think
I just know what I know, and I know what I ain't
If you can't love me when I'm down bad, don't Need your love when I'm doing great
I Fell down then I bounced back,
Now I'm on to bigger and better things
What goes around, come back around
Karma just like a boomerang
You will never catch me in traffic, you can find me in my own lane
Used to wanna blow brain like cobain,
But viva la vida like Coldplay
Use the drugs as a mask it's my cosplay,
Spike my own drink, pill Cosby

I feel it in in my soul, I'm going out of control
My biggest fear is to lose, the only person I Know
I think I'm losing my mind, I think I'm losing me, Woah
Need a blunt and some liquor, might pop a Bean just to roll
I feel it in in my soul, I'm going out of control
My biggest fear is to lose, the only person I Know
I think I'm losing my mind, I think I'm losing me, Woah
Need a blunt and some liquor, might pop a Bean just to roll
My soul