Evertime i close my eyes i'm gone from existence
Making it i'm persisted, to keep myself together forever
If i'm ready to die then ill say goodbye oh please standby i might die
I want my family to know i'm alright
And if i die i want to find myself before i die
I'm see through never understand always lost in my head again a
Been lost before but its worse a your a whore a
Why the f*ck would you leave me i try to keep myself together and clean
But i'm still lost together i plead i need you back i need
And if i don't get you back i might
Just say f*ck it i might
And if i die i might be gone but i'm still here with you
Ain't no need to say goodbye if i'm already gone from existence
Everybody ignores me but i'm use to it
They never understand they never understand i'm always lost again
Been lost before but it's worse a
Evertime i close my eyes i'm gone from existence
Making it i'm persisted, to keep myself together forever
If i'm ready to die then ill say goodbye oh please standby
I might die i want my family to know i'm alright
And if i die i want to find myself before i die