How are we still breathing
We're living in the rubble
Struggling but seeing
How you pick apart my puzzle
It's all so underhanded, you've become a stranger
But I don't understand it
You put my life in... danger
And for a long time, I tried
Holding it all down on my side
As you blew in the wind
'Cause you don't care
And it feels unfair that I'm the only one
Who's still here
So I'm holding back again
Telling myself we could play pretend
And put it all behind us
Because it's so much easier
If I travel back in time
Before we drew the battle lines
I could sneak up from behind
And tell you when the coast
Is clear
I wish you were still here
Here
I wish you were here
I've got nothing but regrets
Take advantage of my fears
I don't wanna be upset
Pull the bandage take these tears
I feel betrayed by what you said
Replay it in my ears
Nothing going on in bed
I'm prolly just...
Too queer
So I'm holding back again
Telling myself we could play pretend
And put it all behind us
Because it's so much easier
If I travel back in time
Before we drew the battle lines
I could sneak up from behind
And tell you when the coast
Is clear
I wish you were still here
Here
I wish you were here