Nineteen going on to twenty forced to grow up
Look me in my eyes with nothing but love felt touched
Cried no lie chosen moment froze it
Stored in the current present feeling morbid
Ain't around empty room still vacant
Same as you left no changes saved since
Kid with a kid no prior concept
Will to live guided by my conscience
Man up did what had I to did the opposite
Half on that sucker shit making it difficult
Couldn't see pass herself the bigger picture
Ain't bout you or me it's bout our daughter
In the system tied lost struck the lies
Lawyers sly fox foul slim needle eyes
Lungs brutalized by blunts crucified
Every hour counts when civil but dealing with trial
No matter what you choose for you I'm proud you
The distance haunts nightly but God will see you through
Wish you'd come home that's the realest truth
But respect you got to live through life's various routes
Mines as well ain't perfect been hell
Temporary capsule live for no one else
Explore all your dreams the world is at your step
Be brave take a breath fall regain adapt