New Years Resolution Video (MV)

I've been sleeping in late, k if I'm honest all day
Sometimes I feel like a waste of a human
I'm kinda sad but it's fine, at least it's not all the time
Okay, well maybe I'm lying, but I'll get through it

I don't wanna talk about my feelings
Hell, I don't know if I still feel anything at all
And that's the truth that I've been grieving
Now I'm bleeding, cut by all those demons

Cause I've spent my whole life in my head
I really wanna know what it feels like from the outside
But hope is a dangerous thing
If you never learn how to use it, you'll learn new excuses

That's why I am the way I am
Stay up till 3am, writing out a better plan
Swear this time I'll follow it
One step forward, don't look back

Keep focus, don't lose track
Be okay with being human
That's my New Year's resolution

Overtime just to make rent
Feel like I'm losing my grip
Everyone's tired of my shit, but it's something
I'm probably drinking too much, trying to change
But I'm stuck, so I just push the blame off
Tis the season

Cause I don't wanna talk about my feelings
Hell, I don't know if I still feel anything at all
And that's the truth that I've been grieving
Now I'm bleeding, cut by all those demons

Cause I've spent my whole life in my head
I really wanna know what it feels like from the outside
But hope is a dangerous thing
If you never learn how to use it, you'll learn new excuses
That's why I am the way I am
Stay up till 3am, writing out a better plan
Swear this time I'll follow it

One step forward, don't look back
Keep focused, don't lose track
Be okay with being human
That's my New Year's resolution

That's my New Year's resolution
How can I reach for the stars when I'm so scared of the dark
Am I better alone
Is that a lie that I've told myself to make it so

That's why I am the way I am
Stay up till 3am, writing out a better plan
Swear this time I'll follow it
One step forward, don't look back

Keep focused, don't lose track
Be okay with being human
That's my New Year's resolution