Lyssa Heyman - For Certain Lyrics

I always said that I missed you but I think I was mistaken
Not really sure why I tried to hold on
But is it really holding if you're sitting and waiting
I had this thing where I could not differentiate attachment vs feeling
So when I said I wanted you back what I meant was I needed those pieces
So I bruised my knuckles and my fists
Knowing me I'd say it was worth the risk
I have difficulties with conclusions
I'll never find somebody like you and
It's not just the cracks and flaws like in other individuals
It was your entirety that I was driven
But who can I blame when not even you are the person that I've forgiven
There's no trace for someone like you anymore, that's for certain
I used to write sad songs about you but now it's just nostalgia
It's really freeing to feel what I feel without being so captured
Thinking that you were made for me is something short of factual
I realised my process of thinking is the reason i went backwards
So I hope you're okay for the most part
But I don't wanna know all the things you're doing now
And I hope that you're fine and that you're having fun
But hope that I never hear about it again
I have difficulties with conclusions
I'll never find somebody like you and
It's not just the cracks and flaws like in other individuals
It was your entirety that I was driven
But who can I blame when not even you are the person that I've forgiven
There's no trace for someone like you anymore, that's for certain