I, I always get to myself
Couple hours later and I'm hittin myself
Actin frontin, slackin but it isn't myself
I just gotta be myself
I been trippin lately, girl look at me like what is it baby?
I say nothing babe go back sleep
Then I'm stressin more the next day cuz of lack of sleep, actually
I got money issues, suicidal thoughts
I'd put a pistol to these final notices, if it would do somethin
Cuz these bills piled got no blue on em
Only red, thinking back on what Umi said
But how the f*ck can I shine my light on the world if I'm buried in overflowing debt
Even though one day I'll be rolling stacked
Right now mos don't know he def, and fly as a Boeing jet
I slowly step, on the egg shells, knowing that
Like pig tails, I'm going out of my growing head
The key though is to feed the ego just enough
Dance with the devil but never let him cut the rug
Out from underneath you and most of all
Know you're not alone at all naw
Fallin off the planet landin on a different sandwich
Doing lots of damages while learning other languages
Never knew what time it is
Never had a plan with it
Looking hard to comprehend
Never understanding it
But the love is lit like a candle wick
Its hard trying to handle it
No instructions, manual or pamphlet
To quick get your panties wet
Strip just as it rips, slip grip hip so scandalous
No pig savageness just love lust ravenous
Any rendezvous with you is chip tooth Fabolous
If we don't combust and lose trust on somethin dumb
I'm proud of us and what we become, that's word to my daughter
I, I always get to myself
Couple hours later and I'm hittin myself
Actin frontin, slackin but it isn't myself
I just gotta be myself
But I don't wanna be by myself,
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be, don't wanna be be by myself
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be, don't wanna be be by myself
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be, don't wanna be be by myself
I just gotta be myself