MaCcy - Lonely Journey Lyrics

My only option (Disappear)
Everything about me (Despair)
Every way I look (Emptiness)
Can't tell anyone (Dignity)
I must remove myself (Forevermore)
Never to be found (Perishing)

Anger
Fear
Solitude
Anger
Fear
Solitude

So this letter writ (Condemning)
Never to be understood (Mystery)
It is my only outlet (Soul searching)
No-one can contemplate (Torturing)
I empty my pockets (Uselessness)
Dress for anything (But nothing)
Open the door to my (New future)
Close it behind me (Uncertainty)

Fear
Empathy
Wandering
Fear
Empathy
Wandering

A lonely journey is
What I'll Take
Never looking back
No direction will I take
Wandering
Never knowing where I'll be

Leaving everything and everyone behind
Shouldering my pain to ignore my mistakes
Heading towards with no plan of my new home
My destination is unclear, no one cares
Everywhere I go is not what I want
Finally I stop and stare my last HOME

Now that I have stopped (Relief)
Freedom feels like such a (Fantasy)
What will I do now (Non-conformity)
The will to end it all (Sickening)

Loneliness
Consuming
Apathy
Encroaching
Excitement
Paling
Anxiety
Paralysing

I can no longer stand this loneliness
I can no longer stand this emptiness

I am free but it is so lonely
Unsure of what to do next
Every step makes this journey longer
Looking forwards or back there is no difference

STOP

I will go back and face my fears
Returning to unknown world

My travel back is so lonely (Surrounded)
The people I knew before (Strangers)
I am back again (Hollowing)
Nothing will ever be (Familiar)
Take a stand against (History)
Shattered and broken (Rebuild)

Forced to
Become
Someone else
Forced to
Become
Reborn