Fake Smiles Video (MV)

I give fake smiles through great trials
The tribulations that I'm facing with grace truly takes style
It's not a flex I must confess because I've been racing for miles
I swallow heartbreak, it tastes vile
Fake smiles
Heartbreak tastes vile
Once more I express that I need the Lord
AHAYAH, cut me from wicked cords
I don't want my heart to fall to the floor
When I close one, you always open another door
But it's not always easy for me to walk through because I'm leaving folks that I will never get to talk to again
I said goodbye to my best friends
It hurts so much I might as well bleed through this pen
Who else will I lose?
Gotta sacrifice much to be the chosen few
So be it
I give fake smiles through great trials
The tribulations that I'm facing with grace truly takes style
It's not a flex I must confess because I've been racing for miles
I swallow heartbreak, it tastes vile
Fake smiles
Heartbreak tastes vile
A lot of people want the truth until they get it
Ain't no half stepping
Yeah you better be committed
Are you cold or are you hot?
I wanna be with God so I can't stop
I just wanna win together
We can say that we stood through the wind and weather
We could really weather the storm
Right now I remember and mourn
For context I lost the love of my life
But I left her behind to seek Christ
I stand as a man, not a little boy
YASHAYA died to fill the void
I give fake smiles through great trials
The tribulations that I'm facing with grace truly takes style
It's not a flex I must confess because I've been racing for miles
I swallow heartbreak, it tastes vile
Fake smiles
Heartbreak tastes vile
With a throat full of pain, I'm not hopeful in vain
God bless you