Fresh
Said That Doctor
Reflect
Sinking in the black lost track of the time
Looking for a sign but the stars don't align
Voices in the wind keep callin' my name
But the pain don't change it's the same old game
Eyes bloodshot nights colder than hell
Can't run from the truth that I'm stuck in this shell
Walking through the graveyard life on pause
Prayin' to a god that I never even saw.
In the night I roam I'm searchin' for my peace
But the shadows grow and the silence won't release
I can't find no rest in the ashes of my soul
So I walk alone with the weight that I control.
Counting all my sins like they're scars on my wrist
Another day lost in the smoke and the mist
Faded like the memories I can't seem to grip
I'm drowning in the bottle but it never seems to fix.
Numb to the feeling numb to the world
I lost my heart to the void now it's shattered and swirled
Dark clouds hang but they never let it rain
I'm trapped in the storm with the echoes of my pain.
In the night I roam I'm searchin' for my peace
But the shadows grow and the silence won't release
I can't find no rest in the ashes of my soul
So I walk alone with the weight that I control.
In the night I roam I'm searchin' for my peace
But the shadows grow and the silence won't release
Take me to the edge where the sky meets the grave
I don't fear the fall I just fear being saved
Haunted by the dreams that I can't ever chase
But I'm runnin' from the light tryna find my place.
Every step I take feels like slipping away
But I'll fight through the dark 'til I fade into gray
I'll carve my name in the dirt where the dead don't sleep
In the silence of the night where the lost souls weep.