Macntaj - The Apartments Lyrics

I'm from a city where they live and die in dog years
I've been surviving off adrenaline and raw fear
Who you praying to my nigga ain't no gods here
A long stare will get you folded like a long chair
Love my big sis she graduated with honors
I was squeezing fifths infatuated with violence
I ain't listen to shit my natural way was defiant
Ever since a kid I trapped and banged with the lions
Look close tell a nigga what you find in me
Tell me can you see the pain all the fire in me
I done hated everything that I tried to be
Let me hurt by myself let me Cry in peace
I was Falling saw me Falling
They aint lend a hand they aint never give me nothing
They ain't love him i ain't need em
Said they new i'd make it from the jump I ain't believe em
I said f*ck these niggas
I got love for just about everything but them niggas
I said f*ck these woman all they did was break my heart
And have me in my feelings
You cant make it where I made it I'm a tell you that
Seen it all seen death we ain't afraid of that
Everything I do I do it just for baby lav
I think about you all the time everyday i'm sad

They saw me falling no heart for the heartless
I think about it and get nauseous ima bounce back regardless
Oh my god whats my name it's funny looking back now how things changed
I'ts funny every bop want to where my chain
It funny now the opps want to be gang gang