Mad Tsai - A World of My Own Lyrics

I'm tired of sleepless nights and crying eyes just to numb the pain
I'm tired of staying silent when you kick me and call me names
I wish I could just leave this world and hear the words "grab my hand"
I wish I could just fall down the rabbit hole and go to Wonderland
Follow the white rabbit and go down, down, down, down
So in my tears I can drown, drown, drown, drown
I'm lost and won't be found, found, found, found
So please let me drown
I wish I had a, A world of my own
A world of my own
I'm looking for a, a world of my own
A world of my own
When you think things are going well
Then reality becomes your only hell, a world of my own
When heaven is your last resort and pills will bring you to the lord
A world of my own
If I had a world of my own
I wouldn't be so alone, I wouldn't be so alone
If I had a world of my own
I wouldn't be so alone, I would have a home
I'd have a tea party where everybody's just like me
We'd dream forever and be perfectly crazy
I'd talk to the flowers because you would never fill my heart
Because I'm sick of being played like a goddamn playing card
Just take this pill and sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep
Turn my nightmares into dreams, dreams, dreams, dreams
Will I ever find peace, peace, peace, peace
Just pop a pill and see
I wish I had a, A world of my own
A world of my own
I'm looking for a, a world of my own
A world of my own
When you think things are going well
Then reality becomes your only hell, a world of my own
When heaven is your last resort and pills will bring you to the lord
A world of my own
If I had a world of my own
I wouldn't be so alone, I wouldn't be so alone
If I had a world of my own
I wouldn't be so alone, I would have a home
I wish I had a, A world of my own
A world of my own
I'm looking for a, a world of my own
A world of my own
When you think things are going well
Then reality becomes your only hell, a world of my own
When heaven is your last resort and love will bring you to the lord
A world of my own
If I had a world of my own
I wouldn't be so alone, I wouldn't be so alone
If I had a world of my own
I wouldn't be so alone, I would have a home