[ Featuring Makk Mikkael ]
When she smiles at me
I gotta bite down deep
And now she's stuck in my teeth
It's an ugly feeling
She's like an animal to me
I feel ashamed
The first to kill the first to feed
It's embarrassing
Can't seem to hide it but
I don't want her to know
If I say how I feel is it gonna change things
If they stay the same is it too revealing
If that's the truth then where does that leave me
Cause right next to my heart is the ugly feeling
Broke myself in little parts
To pull my feelings out the dark
I gave them the tools and
Let them play operation
When I sat down and shared my problems
I studied them and their reactions
Ain't it a shame I only talk to myself about this
If I say how I feel is it gonna change things
If they stay the same is it too revealing
If that's the truth then where does that leave me
Cause right next to my heart is the ugly feeling
If I say how I feel is it gonna change things
If they stay the same is it too revealing
If that's the truth then where does that leave me
Cause right next to my heart is the ugly feeling"