Dealing With Video (MV)

Shooting for the stars, Is a long shot
I've come so far, given all I got
Nothing can hold me back
That's why gravity is jealous of me
Older and I'm feeling all the stuff I did younger
Will be the death of me
I've changed mentally but stayed the same physically
I just need to watch who I hang with
Before I relapse relapse
I'm aiming to clear levels
Not for the top yet
Stock up before I plummet
Just so I can cope when it's over
Bumping mos def and dj klover
If I'm not getting through
Service must be blocked
Or they forgot change the locks
Smoking chilling on the rooftop
That's a habit I've gotta stop
Taking time with every line so you never forget
This is where it starts
In every moment

I lost money, I lost friends, I lost time I'm never getting back
I lost hope, I lost faith, And myself
I'm not asking for help
It's stuff I was dealing with
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Protect your art it's a piece of the heart
Had to pull myself from the dark
Some truth I hid from the light
Finally Came out to shine
This isn't who I planned to be
I wish my father wore a jimmy
The night my parents conceived me
Lately It's been crazy like that last line
And my social life has been on the decline
Lot of people left me When I needed them
It's all love and something I'm dealing with
I've been doing stuff I don't usually do
Dealing with stuff I shouldn't tell,
Might put my Hope up for sale
Everyone believes I'll fail, I'm going to balance out the scales
I've had this talk with myself
If the ship sinking
I'm going down with it
I'll be satisfied knowing I put the work in and that I built it from the ground up

I lost money, I lost friends, I lost time Im never getting back
I lost hope, I lost faith, And myself
I'm not asking for help
It's stuff I was dealing with
Dealing With, Dealing With, Dealing With, Dealing with,
Dealing With, Dealing With, Dealing With, Dealing With