MAEV - Marco Polo (I'm Better Off When I Am Mine) Lyrics

This pleasure I prioritize
Has taken life out of my eyes
My hands of ice, my twisted smiles
You never seem to look behind
Been sitting here for quite some time
Inbetween death and life
Weighing out the benefits of finding ways to just survive
I'm drawing the pictures, you're making the Jigsaw, then leaving me to pick up all the pieces that you didn't want
Where'd my old friend go?
It's like marco and polo
Fantasizing 'bout the orwell
Wondering what it's like if I fell
Will it be the place I fail
Or just the place I used to sail?
I haven't felt myself since I was half the age and half the life
But it's just so enticing being half myself with more than half a life
It's confusing but I think it every night
This is more than just a life
Even if it's broken it will be alright
Four months later, I can't date
But it feels so invigorating
Started to strip down the camouflage I was hiding in so long
I'm starting to see myself and there is nothing wrong
I came to terms with what I had
I had my mum, I had my dad
I took all of my blindfolds off
And saw the world for what it was
You didn't ruin my whole city, didn't make me look less pretty, didn't destroy my whole life, I'm better off when I am mine
Better off when I am mine (better off when I am mine)
Better off when I am mine (better off when I am mine)
Know that you had made me blind (know that you had made me blind)
Know that you had made me blind (know that you had made me blind)
Marco Polo my whole life
Marco Polo my whole life
Think that I am finally fine
Think that I am finally fine