Maggie Hefner - Drowning Lyrics

I'm on the edge of what I can endure
I can't take much more
They're all smiling, I am too
Just cause I'm smiling, doesn't mean joy's what I do
Cause I can't take another heartbreak
And I won't risk it again
I've seen the bottom of the pit
I've walked the tightrope with no safety net, waiting to catch me if I fall
And when you fall down in the dark bottomless hole made of your scars
You cannot feel anything inside
And I don't want that for anyone
So I'll kick and scream and cry my way through it all
Cause I'm Drowning
Yeah, I'm Drowning
Under pressure
Under stress
Under depression, rejection
Oh, I'm a mess
Cause I'm Drowning
Yeah I'm drowning
Under messed up social status
Under little white lies
Under all my friends who never seem to let me in their life
And I don't want that for anyone
Why doesn't anyone seem to care
That I'm Drowning