Magik Merlin - Can't Ask Him Lyrics

How could it happen?
When the gravestone sets your body returns to ashes
And then mine crashes
And I feel sadness
How could it happen?
When the gravestone sets your body returns to ashes (Ashes)
And then mine crashes
And I feel sadness (Sadness)
Can you imagine
How he must have felt that night to let it happen
Why don't you ask him
Now I can't ask him

How could it happen
So many things I wish I would have asked him
Should've asked him
Now I think back when
And wish I asked him
I should've asked him
Can you imagine
How he must have felt that night to let it happen
Why don't you ask him
Now I can't ask him

All of the questions I have for my brother in heaven, I hope that he gets them
I spoke with your spirit last night in the mirror reflections of you made it through and the best one
We're laughing and messing around and the lessons you taught me that grief is a form of expression
So why does it feel more like torture? I guess I'm another poor soul who is destined to suffer, oh brother
My brother in heaven take care of your brother in heaven
Some brothers on earth get defensive at times when I mention the nights that we partied and did lines of molly
Until the hard thrill of the moment looked us in the eyes
I cried in my room when I heard you had died
This anger and hatred that I have inside
Has a hold on my neck and I think I might die
Brother in heaven I'm glad that you're restin'
But why do I cling to this dreadful depression?
It's starting to be an obsession
I look at myself and I don't recognize my reflection
I hope you address it and give me a sign
Beggin' and stressin' about it all night
Desperate to find what I'm searching for blind
How I long to be free of these bruises I hide
Brother in heaven I'm due for a blessin'
If I keep ingesting these drugs Imma die
This hole in my chest could fit boulders
Your heart was the size of the footprint you left in our lives
Cherish the moments you spent by my side (You spent by my side)
But time is the reaper and won't spare no lives
I pray to live deeper before it's my time

How could it happen?
When the gravestone sets your body returns to ashes (Ashes)
And then mine crashes
And I feel sadness (Sadness)
Can you imagine
How he must have felt that night to let it happen
Why don't you ask him
Now I can't ask him
How could it happen?