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I've been holding on
For this day to come
How I long, how I long
For euphoria

I'm pumpin up myself to get this started
I tell myself uh-huh U know U want it
Drink til my bloodstream's f*cking pure bacardi
I'll teach these motherf*ckers how to party
Act like I'll steal your shine so come arrest me
Act like I'm fight or die I like it messy
Oh yeah I'm Kurt Cobain, I'm Elvis Presley
I thought I'd blush but you just don't impress me

I've been holding on
For this day to come
How I long, how I long
For euphoria
The anxiety
Always gets to me
But I long, how I long
For euphoria

I'm pumpin up myself to get discarded
I'm wearin shades so they don't see me cryin
Drink til my pussy tastes like pure bacardi
I'll teach these motherf*ckers how to party
I'm gettin f*ckin tired of actin my age
I'm gettin f*ckin tired of turnin the page
I'm tired of all the jokes I have to explain
I thought I'd blush I'm just goin insane

I've been holding on
For this day to come
How I long, how I long
For euphoria
The anxiety
Always gets to me
But I long, how I long
For euphoria

I'm dyin I'm dyin in here
I'm dyin I'm dyin in here
I'm dyin I'm dyin out there

I've been holding on
For this day to come
How I long, how I long
For euphoria
The anxiety
Always gets to me
But I long, how I long
For euphoria