Mai - Rushin' Lyrics

Keeping it simple is not
What I am used to, what not
Stuck in a cycle again
Questioning where have I been
I've been in darkness and doubt
Managed to get up, get out
Then I keep falling back in
When will I learn from my sins
I wanted to be good enough but better
But never couldn't reach those short term goals
And every time I turned a little weaker
And every time a little more worn out
I wanted to make changes for the future
But it always felt like a hit or miss
This light that once reflected life
Is now just a void of bliss
But I don't feel like rushin'
I don't feel like rushin'
I don't feel like rushin'
But I don't feel like rushin'
I don't feel like rushin'
I don't feel like rushin'
But I don't feel like rushin'
I don't feel like rushin'
I don't feel like rushin'
But I don't feel like rushin'
I don't feel like rushin'
I don't feel like rushin'
I have been here for some time
Seconds to mintues sublime
Then into hours and days
Wishing I could just replay
All of the sunsets behind
Memorized into my mind
Cause it is all that I am
Just some gigabytes of ram
I wanted to be good enough but better
But never couldn't reach those goals
And every time I turned a little weaker
And every time a little more worn out
I wanted to make changes for the future
But every time it felt like it was just a hit or miss
And this very light that once reflected life is now
Nothing else than just a void of bliss
But I don't feel like rushin'
I don't feel like rushin'
I don't feel like rushin'
But I don't feel like rushin' ahead
I don't feel like rushin' ahead
I don't feel like rushin' ahead
I wanted to be good enough but better
But never couldn't reach those short term goals
And every time I turned a little weaker
And every time a little more worn out
I wanted to make changes for the future
But it always felt like a hit or miss
This light that once reflected life
Is now just a void of bliss
But I don't feel like rushin'
I don't feel like rushin'
I don't feel like rushin'
But I don't feel like rushin' ahead
I don't feel like rushin' ahead
I don't feel like rushin' ahead
I don't feel like rushin' ahead