I been trying so long I feel like dying (oh wow)
Who cares?, so much to the happiness
The drugs in the cabinet, I swear I left no happiness
I wish you were here with me, I swear this shit is happening
What is a happy life to you?, cigarettes in the cabinet?
Is this what we have come to? I know
This shit keeps falling down and when you're not around
Can't help but save myself
I feel so hopeless now more than I did before
And I can't realize this is real life now