Makena Tate - Next To You Lyrics

Can I ask how you've been doing
And what you'd say if I told you I feel like
I'm losing
My memories of you and the way we were
The way you laughed how I felt so sure
I found the one who could make me feel whole

I have to know
Where did you go

When I cross your mind do you drive away
Hoping the road will take away
All the pain of remembering
When I cross your mind are you in your bed
Thinking of all of the things we did
And oh
Do you wish that I was next to you
Next to you

I wish that this were easier
If only you could've been a liar
Or a cheater
But there's nothing bad you ever did
It makes me mad cuz I wish you did
You loved me once and I think you still might

I have to know
Where did you go

When I cross your mind do you drive away
Hoping the road will take away
All the pain of remembering
When I cross your mind are you in your bed
Thinking of all of the things we did
And oh
Do you wish that I was next to you

And I was doing good on your birthday
Only thought of you ten times
Then I saw your name on a billboard
I've never wanted to punch a sign
I broke a hundred on the highway
In my beat up CX-Five
Thought I could stop thinking all about you
If all I did was drive
But you're still alive
And I can't outdrive you
Even if I try

When you cross my mind I drive away
Hoping the road will take away
All the pain of remembering
When you cross my mind I'm in my bed
Thinking of all of the things we did
And oh
I wish that I was next to you
Do you wish that I was next to you
Next to you