Lake Grada Video (MV)

Nothin even matters intent it tell disaster my self esteem on saturn distract aloof alone... alone
Nothin even matters intent it tell disaster my self esteem on saturn distract aloof alone... alone

Left alone with thoughts that often times linger
It's hard to manage pain without it fectin my demeanor
I question if these words right the ones to keep you listening
Overthinking kept me far from being consistent but here's the difference

Been through world of hurt but shit ain't ever kilt me
Still have a foot in rap shit and still the flow filthy
Took the knife up out my back bitch you never gon get
Never thought you'd switch up that quick whole thang could have dead me
Yet evidently

Given fuel from my failures choose to drown or be a sailor
Stay underground or take this major
Never claimed to be your savior
Never claimed to be the one

Hung out for my behavior please don't ask me what I've done
I'm more ashamed of who I've become (hmm)
Now look at me been going hard and staying down since age of 23
The ones I've helped the most when interviewed barely mentioned me
Thought it was all love but yet they had contempt for me I'm thinking...

Nothin even matters intent it tell disaster my self esteem on saturn distract aloof alone... alone
Nothin even matters intent it tell disaster my self esteem on saturn distract aloof alone... alone

Guess it's up to me to make it now nobody in my corner
Could've sworn after the last one a nigga was a goner
Harder to find the words to put together that you'd honor
And at the same time I'm conscious of my karma

Cuz karma prolly come around and get me like the devil
Putting two up in my lungs for ever thinking I was special
Or take my change and somehow go and turn it to some millions
For stringing words together thinking man that boy's brilliant

And serving as example for the kids who start off struggling
Who barely see their parents cuz they always outside hustlin
The ones who know the topic but the homeworks hant in late
Same ones who sit for breakfast and ain't shit up on they plate

Heed these words that I say you gon make it lil nigga never feel as if you're less
Here for a reason and for that should know that you are blessed
Always told you were a failure if not for that considered dumb
Repeat these words just like a prayer I hope you know that you're the one