Mallwalker - Fear & Loathing on Love Island Lyrics

Living in the fear of missing out on a Friday night
When you're drinking a craft beer on an empty stomach
Hoping you don't pass out
I'll try my best not to cry about staying home tonight
Can't help but feel trapped when everywhere I go
I'm followed by a walking reminder of mistakes I made two years ago
Can't help but feel sad when thinking 'bout this dismal way of life
Locked in a concrete box thinking "this is how I'll die"
I'm f*cking tired now
I need to go to sleep
I've been running on empty for three weeks
My time is getting short and I don't think
I can support my heavy head as my body's falling weak
Don't know how to escape
My brain's caught in this self-destructive slump
No exit 'til my crazy little heart is all smashed up
I have no right to bitch about this shitty hand that I've been dealt
Or ask for pity 'cause I do it to myself
I'm f*cking tired now
I need to go to sleep
I've been running on empty for three weeks
My time is getting short and I don't think
I can support my heavy head as my body's falling weak
No way to stop feeling
Trapped on Love Island once again
All I want is to sleep in
But now it's time to shape up and play pretend
Mixed signals coming out of my mouth
Now you're having your doubts
It's all heading south
I blew it all 'cause I caved in again
I blew it all now I've lost a friend