Maloid - Emotional Lyrics

I have fears, I have truths, that I'm afraid will get out
I have loved, I have missed, so many f*ckers in my life
How many things have I f*cked up?
How many loves have I screwed up?
When am I gonna trust again?
I have had, thousand friends, but few knew me for me

You know I don't get emotional
And that I hold it all in
You know I don't get emotional
But here I am, here I am crying

In the dark, a light shined in, I found a way to the door
In between, all the mess, I found a gold MNM
How many days have I spent here?
How many friends have I let go
Why do I always get so bored?
I fell down, broke myself, but you stayed to pick me up

You know I don't get emotional
And that I hold it all in
You know I don't get emotional
But here I am, here I am crying

I never thought that I'd meet someone
Who knows me better than I know myself
You know I don't get emotional
But here I am, here I am crying

I never cried so hard before
I was trying to be a man
But God I feel so magical
When you broke down that f*cking wall

You know I don't get emotional
And that I hold it all in
You know I don't get emotional
But here I am, here I am crying

I never thought that I'd meet someone
Who knows me better than I know myself
You know I don't get emotional
But here I am, here I am crying