I'm so sick of writing love songs when i really ain't in love
Tried escaping but it's Tarkov so in the end i bite the dust
Don't know what you want me to be or wanting from me
Said i've wasted all your patience
Don't want you talking to me predominantly
Now you're not even my favorite
And if i end it all by tomorrow would you care if i died?
You say you would but i'm so used to your lies
I was blinded by what i thought was love
Now i'm left with the wreckage this shit is kinda rough
And it's my fault got no one else to blame apart from me
Can't count on no one else apart from me
No i won't ask for help if i really need if i really need
Yeah all those perfect moments drift across the wind were built on lies
Man i should've seen it coming you're no angel in disguise
I let you toy with me oh no
Now i'm cutting you off for good for sure
You're question why cuz i can't take no more
Yeah it's most of your fault... oh
I'm so sick of writing love songs when i really ain't in love
Tried escaping but it's Tarkov so in the end i bite the dust
Don't know what you want me to be or wanting from me
Said i've wasted all your patience
Don't want you talking to me predominantly
Now you're not even my favorite
I'm so prestige with the art
And it's not even my favorite
Nicotine in my lungs
Just to cope with all the hatred
I swear I hate my life
I open up my eye
And I see the devil's wife
And I swear this shit ain't right
I'm so sick of all these love songs when I really ain't in love
Oh this shit is hurting my core
But in the end I'll bite the dust
I'm asking what do you need
Stop haunting me
You're playing with my patience
You're blind cuz you cannot see the damage you bring
And I just can't attain it
I'm so sick of writing love songs when i really ain't in love
Tried escaping but it's Tarkov so in the end i bite the dust
Don't know what you want me to be or wanting from me
Said i've wasted all your patience
Don't want you talking to me predominantly
Now you're not even my favorite